ONE GODDESS SIZED PANIC ATTACK

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SHIT!

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[ladycat777.livejournal.com]

What's wrong?!

[spikes_heart.livejournal.com]

My life is about to end - my one and only support person in the whole state is gonna move... and I'll be here... old and fat and broke and stranded. No support forthcoming from deadbeat husband who will never be ex for whatever reason he's torturing me. My chest hurts, and I swear the idea of a fatal heart attack looks damned good to me.

[ladycat777.livejournal.com]

::hugs you tight::

I'm so sorry. But we're here too, okay?

[spikes_heart.livejournal.com]

Thanks, Andrea - truly... and it means the world to me... but there's still the issue of rent and food and god knows hauling my computer around in the street without a place to plug it into is gonna get old. I am running on pure panic right now, and I'll feel like a right twat tomorrow, or whenever the valium kicks in - but thanking you now while I have one social grace left.

[ladycat777.livejournal.com]

::hugs you tight::

What about contacting the lawyer? Again? I realize this might be futile, but I have a feeling if you have the lawyer appeal to a judge and explain that the bastard won't sign the papers, something might be done ...

[spikes_heart.livejournal.com]

Just got off the phone with him... AGAIN! And if he insists on being unemployed, there's no money to be found. I know he's hiding income - and the twat he's living with is supporting him... and I'm just losing all the way around. Still trying, useless as it is.

[dragonflymuse.livejournal.com]

What?!

[sangpassionne.livejournal.com]

Sweetheart.

::hugs::

You aren't alone. We're all here for you and with you.

Promise.

::more massive hugs::

[spikes_heart.livejournal.com]

Wishing I could burrow into all the good wishes and never, ever come out. You guys are here until I can't afford the net anymore... or the rent or food or anything else. So forgive me... I am running on pure panic mode right now. Love you, Josey.

[divinestake.livejournal.com]

We don't know each other, except I'm a fan of your fiction but I'm going through some crap at the moment. So moan and complain at me if you want to we can set the world to rights and obliterate all Exs. We can share woes and maybe end up laughing at the end of it. Extra points for stupid jokes. Can't have too many friends.

Anyway the offer is there if you need it.

Bad joke #1 What do you call twelve naked blokes sitting on each other's shoulders?
A scrotum pole

[spikes_heart.livejournal.com]

Never have too many friends. Just hurting really badly, and once the valium kicks in will be kicking myself for broadcasting my crap out loud. But thanking you for caring.

[divinestake.livejournal.com]

Nobody is judging here so you broadcast all you want

[evilmaniclaugh.livejournal.com]

I'm always here for you baby, you know that. I wish I could do more.

[spikes_heart.livejournal.com]

YOu know... I wish you could, too! But it's nice to feel the love, Liz. Really. It's all I have. And I cherish it while I can.

[nikita-80.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry! I offer hugs and would offer a place to stay and a good thwack on husband if I was anywhere close. Take deep breaths and... well, start by taking deep breaths. Then start by going through options and don't let yourself lose hope that there's a silver lining, k?

[spikes_heart.livejournal.com]

Shit lives in the Bronx, NY. I'd give you his address if it would help. Believe me - there is no pride left in this old lady. Waiting to hear from my lawyer AGAIN. I hate him with a passion - nothing ever seems to get accomplished, and nothing ever seems to go my way. So... fuck it. Really feel like just giving up. Too much of a coward to actually do it myself.

But really... thanks for caring. It does mean something to me. More than I can properly express at the moment.

[kallysten.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

[spikes_heart.livejournal.com]

Is very grateful! **smooches**

[whenbuffysmiles.livejournal.com]

::Hugs:: Wish I could do something to help you out. But I'm here if you need someone to hold your hand. ::more hugs::

[spikes_heart.livejournal.com]

Really is nice to have some support. **huggles you back**

[hobbituk.livejournal.com]

Hey, sending supportive vibes here too. If it wasn't for that stupid old atlantic and Ireland getting in the way.... I have a spare room and you'd be welcome to stay! As I can't help any other way, I can just send you my best wishes.

[spikes_heart.livejournal.com]

So appreciate the best wishes. Truly. I'd be lost without the little kindnesses.

[sueworld2003.livejournal.com]

Oh god I'm so sorry to hear what you're going through at the moment. I too am financially in the shit at the moment, with no job prospects to earn anything either, and so I think I understand a little of your pain.

Please, know that we are all here for you to rant as much as you like to. Don't hold anything back, just let it rip!

*Big hug's*

[spikes_heart.livejournal.com]

Thanks Sue... it's nice to know that somewhere people actually care. Even if it's NOT my own blood family. Which is frustrating, but I've been picking family since I was eleven. Works out better that way.

**smooches**

[sailorlum.livejournal.com]

{{{*Big Hugs*}}}

[spikes_heart.livejournal.com]

**big huggles back atcha**