**Sighs**

[spikes_heart]

Anyone who's bothered to speak with me today knows I feel like absolute merde. I've got abandonment issues, money issues, health issues, lawyer issues, still not ex-husband issues... and the grand issue of knowing I'm gonna be ignored by my sons and daughters by choice (except you know who, willshenillshe) this coming Mother's Day.

To top it off, I'm sitting 3200 words into chapter 18 of Hell Is In the Details (me who usually tops out at 1750 words per chapter)... and can't string two words together that make sense, and it's further depressing the hell out of me.

So I'm askin' all you lovely people out there... if anyone wants to cheer me up some - write me a shmoopy ficlet, make me a pretty icon - anything Spike-centric and tell me I matter to you.

I, in turn, will appreciate you like nobody else.

Please?

Comments

[wherethewind--.livejournal.com]

Did someone order schmoop?

Consider it done. Presenting: Thanks (http://www.livejournal.com/users/songstress_magz/118311.html), my newest Spangel creation.

[spikes_heart.livejournal.com]

In case I didn't smooch you before - I smooch you now. Lovely, just lovely... and now playing with the latest YIM thanks to you, too. **grins**

[nihilistbear.livejournal.com]

I've got an Icon! A go to hell universe, I'll beat you yet Icon! Where shall I send it?

[spikes_heart.livejournal.com]

Love the icon, pet - thanks so much, in case I didn't thank you before!

[poetlover.livejournal.com]

I don't think I can come up with a schmoopy ficlet for you right now, since I'm kind of blocked myself, although I hope the little chapter I posted was okay. But, I'm right there with you.

And, I see your offer and extend my own. To paraphrase Toby Keith we'll put a boot up their ass, I have my RL kicking boots on and I've got your back. I know all about money issues and dead beat ex (or not so ex) issues, so consider me an ally.

[spikes_heart.livejournal.com]

Allies, ho! Thanks for kicking in with me, sweetie. Love the solidarity.

[brandil.livejournal.com]

How about a hug?

::hugs::

[spikes_heart.livejournal.com]

I see your hug and raise you a smooch!