spikes_heart | Minding My Own Business

Buffy

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Well, first day of post season baseball... and the Yankees did NOT win, and did it badly. Hate errors. But... just the first game, so I will try to keep the faith.

Also, been having a hell of a time, trying to keep my sanity. Depression and agoraphobic tendencies are not pleasant. Today, finally managed to reach someone in a women's help center... so maybe... just maybe... I have taken a step towards helping myself. Just sorta feeling old, and decrepit and alone and unloved. Lots of self-pity, btw... a whole fucking boat load.

Guess reading all this angst laden stuff doesn't help, either... but it's addictive. More, maybe later.